Sorry for not being on top of the game. But I’ve honestly been extremely busy hanging out with my friends and being my usual lazy self for the past three days. At this very moment I am typing this in my brand new apartment. YES. It’s official.
I moved.
My initial reaction:
When I first moved, I was incredibly freaked out about signing up for classes and whatnot. I can’t tell you how much of a relief it was to be done with signing up for classes. I signed up for Writing 121, Math 60, and Philosophy 201. Yeahhhh. . . . I have this feeling that in the next two weeks I’ll look on this blog and pretty much laugh at how I totally screwed myself over with those choices, or something like that. Anyways, back to my reaction. After my mom and Jordan left, I had a sudden surge of sadness. I looked back on everything I was leaving. Yeah, I was leaving friends, but it was my house, my family, and my easy shmeezy routine I will miss the most. Most of my friends were soon going to be out of touch anyways, but the rest of it was something that’s going to be a constant in Grants Pass for at least another year. After calming down, I’m not as freaked out as I was originally,
But I’m still left with an ache in my chest. Hopefully when I start school, I’ll be a tad more happy. But as of right now, I can say this without a doubt, if my emotional state doesn’t change by second semester, I’m going home.
When all is said and done, I think this will be the right place for me, despite my emotionakky damaged disposition.
RunningInCircles
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